crappy painting 2

did this at a recent figure painting workshop. model was decked out in some type of monk-like outfit. interesting guy, seems to know a lot of shit. likes to talk. wish i didn't fuck it up. i should have put in the goddamn chair his left arm was leaning on. my painting makes it look like he's doing some lazy-ass tai chi. been trying those cheap brushes at the hardware stores, fucking love them. saw other artists use them, and thought "why the hell not". hate paying for the large flats at art stores. been trying some of the digital shit. my shit is so bad, i don't have the balls to put it up (regardless of the fact i know that no one visits this dipshit blog anyway). lastly, since i have had some time on my hands to think and jerk off (i need to find a good job and a life) i was watching some show that had an alien abduction in it (not X-files it think). i was thinking about the aliens doing the probing. do you think they sterilize their equipment after they have finished ramming it up someone's ass or use something new? i'm not a germophobe (or however you spell it) aside from it being pretty invasive, it's fairly disgusting to think that the same probe is being used everytime and not cleaned.